Agonizingly Glamorous ♥

Basically I am an aspiring hopeful. I have always been hopeful, but I have spent most of my life inspiring other people to recognize their own talent and then supporting them on their journey to achieving their goals. Recently, I have realized some bigger dreams of mine. There is so much I want to enjoy, experience and become amazing at! Right now, I am really passionate and excited about writing, photography and journalism. This is the place where you can get a peek at my world and the creativity and beauty I find along the way. I hope you enjoy! Ask me questions or leave me comments here: http://kamglam.tumblr.com/ask

Posts tagged champion

Apr 8 '13

On Saturday my beautiful, loving and most amazing puppy Lolamalu was killed by another dog.

In all my 30+ years Ive never seen a dog as perfect as her. She was so well behaved and so sweet! She was an awesome snuggler! She slept with my fiance and I every night! She was just awesome!

She followed me everywhere, literally everywhere I went! She waited outside the bathroom door for me. Ive never had a dog love me as much as she loved me! She was only 1.5 yrs old.

The thing that hurts my heart the most is that I hope she wasnt scared and alone. I hope she knew how much I loved her! I wish she could have known how much I bragged about her to everyone! I always told everyone I hit the jackpot with that dog! And I truly felt that way!

Bleh, Im going to miss her so much!!!!!!! The pictures at the top were taken within 24 hours of the incident. The one with me wearing a scarf on my head was the last one taken 3 hours before it happened.

We drove her to the vet immediately. We were at the lake, we had spent the night the night before. We were planning to spend the night again. When it happened we left everything, we got in the boat and raced to the docks. We left the boat tied to the dock, cut the lock on the trailer and rushed to the vet. She was breathing but having seizures. I held her the entire way. I talked to her and I sang to her! I was covered from my head to my knees in her blood. I was hysterical. Thank God for my fiance. He keep it together and he was there for me. I am a lot of emotion, it can be intimidating and overwhelming for anyone to deal with.

She was so beautiful! I held until she stopped breathing! I kissed her! I told her I was sorry! She deserved to live a long life! I thought she would be there when our kids left for college! I thought I had at least 16 years with her! Im just heart broken, devistated! I was lucky she was my dog!

Tags: lolamalu puppy sweetheart champion beauty heartbroken helpmeheal imissyou grief

Jun 5 '12

It was just suggested that I change my url to oldpeoplefucking.tumblr.com…..because of my lack of blogging!

Well played sir!

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